Counting days....♥

Can you believe it? The semester is ALMOST OVER???? I am still in between finishing my finals but in few days, seriously, few days I will be done with this semester woot woot...

Okay I am going back to write my finals. As soon as I finish my finals, I will reach to my winter break ♥

Trojan

Whats your legacy? Last class of the semester ♥

Yes that was the topic of my last Semester class today. It was an emotional start to the class and continued while watching "its a wonderful life", which made almost everyone cry in the class. Of course I did cry, and I didnt hide...some moments are simply to be yourself.

Some of us discussed our legacy, and what we want to leave behind when we are not part of this world anymore. I shared that I always wants to live forever through my work, my documentaries and my light which might light more candles, which may give more hope to many more. May the light, the candle I leave after me spread the light so no female, no women on this earth face abuse, get beaten up, get killed or become a part of someone's violence act. May this light is lit for life...

Still emotional and still hopeful. I am in my last class of this semester. I dont know how we all got to this end, hopefully it was healthy, emotionally and educationally.

Today is the last day of classes for fall semester; sometimes I wonder, where did the time go, but then I feel stretched mind full of new innovative thoughts, new hopes, new ideas, and everything seems to fall in place - oh life I love your colors, shapes and layers ♥

Trojan

Random thoughts in half a sleep mode...

Finals are already here and interestingly I am already in the mode. Well I wasn't in the finals mode a day before but overnight I felt the stress and arranged my time and here I am...doing what I am supposed to do. Yesterday, technically day before yesterday which was Tuesday, was my last class of Policy and Human Behavior. I really don't want to see my professor of HB again lol...

I submitted an extra credit assignment for policy because I am worried if I wont get enough points in HB for finals I might lose my GPA which I don't want to...no, let me rephrase, I might go a point or two down on my GPA...thank god I am being proactive and already prepared for the worse by writing extra credit paper lol.

I am almost done with Policy final paper, I need to write half a page, or say I need to make sense from some crap I left on my last page haa haa, and then I will have one week and two papers. ah, I am so glad I started early.

I am sleepy man, its 4 am and Kishore Kumar is making me feel relaxed. Room is warm at this point until my crazy roommate wakes up and turn the heat off because he wants to do what I don't like and vice versa. He is immature I think...and I feel he keeps the grudges. I don't give a damn dude, my mental health is safe cos I don't keep grudges ha ahaa , I think I am just joking and I think this sentence doesn't make any sense anymore....I am sleepy so adios amigo!

Trojan

Relaxation VS Finals

The Thanksgiving break is about to get over in some hours. Today is Sunday and I am sitting in my living room writing this blog while my final papers and how to do what about them goes at the back of my mind.

This Thanksgiving break was THE MOST RELAXING TIME I had since the day I started USC and since the day I moved into this new apartment. My roommate left on Tuesday for his parents’ house and I took a breath of relief. No, I don’t hate him but I do not like his few hygienic habits and his cleanliness. I cleaned the whole house by myself on Wednesday. My place was filthy as hell (or whatever that means). The clean place made me feel so much better. I was happy to look at my room, living room, kitchen and bathroom…and wasn’t hiding in the corner of my room to avoid the unclean areas of my apartment.

Anyways, after I cleaned I turn the heat on, brought my laptop and related stuff in living room, and finally enjoyed this living room which I have been paying for few monthsJ. These four days, from Wednesday to Saturday, I relaxed, wrote a little bit of my final papers, watched a movie and just chilled. I know that I could have finish couple of my final papers but I did some parts of those but not the whole thing. This whole fun included some food and some laughter and no alcohol. I didn’t need alcohol or sex or whatever to make me feel good…the cleanliness and calmness of my place was enough to get high on lol

Today when I woke up and realized it is Sunday, which means my roommate is going to come back and I will have to live in filthy place once again :-). I wish I can just tell him, "Please just clean after yourself every time, and scrub dishes with soap and then wash, and this way you don’t have to clean all the time." But I won’t say it because I am not his mom, sister or whatever... I know in weirdness of all this often I leave my dished unwashed but during this break, every single time I cleaned my dishes without any thought…and how relaxing was that, ah! This all reminded me of one proverb from India, “even a dog cleans the place he sits at, and then why can’t humans do the same.”

Oh well, I relaxed these few days and had most amazing time by myself. Now it’s time to get back to my papers and use this relaxed mind and body for finals :-)))).

Trojan