Today I gave my first exam for research, and not sure if it was good or bad, but I know one thing that it is over, rest god and teacher will know the best!
I am so not into the mood to write my paper for practice...
gonna go watch a movie and then will sleep!
Adios,
Trojan
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Subjective updates with objective mode!
To start with I am happy that my Social Welfare paper got an A+, how exciting. I feel all the hard work is worth the pain :-).
I have been feeling I don't want to write any more papers, don't want to study for few days and seriously do not want to do any school work but its midterms time so I got no other option but to write and study and do only school work, ugh!
I have an exam tomorrow for Research and I don't like research at this point though I did like it when I started classes. My professor mentioned that every week we will have something or other due, and she was so right. I am getting tired of living deadline after deadline. It is not making me think straight, in fact I am unable to understand many things and just doing because I need to catch up on my deadlines, and because I need to keep my grades up. Truthfully my grades can affected due to not understanding of the subject but since I didn't design the program, I can't compliant.
I know there must be many students who are able to catch up on everything and every deadline with good grades and with great understanding, but most of those students have background in social work studies, I lack that. This makes me sad :-(.
I have a Practice paper due within couples of days and I just got the chance to start it while I was at my Internship. I am loving Practice class this semester, maybe because I have a good professor and possibly because I am able to connect with the professor too. I still have a shortage of time to write the effective paper. Oh and about Internship, its AGAIN not going anywhere...I am so sad and I am so irritated and frustrated and angry and everything at the same time. I don't know how to respond to this issue. I spoke with my field liaison and he assured me to do something about it, he did a little but I am still at standstill :-(
I am glad I am done with midterm for Human Behavior and will have to deal with the presentation and finals in couple weeks so I can avoid that subject until spring break is over...ah, how relieve!
There is always so much to do and not enough time, but I have kind of taken these couple days to rest my head and I know I stressed while resting but its better than stressing while working. I feel I am a little anxious for tomorrow's exam, and a little stressed for next week's research work but I am sure I will do Practice paper with full energy, and will do extraordinary as usual because I am somewhere awesome :-).
Trojan
I have been feeling I don't want to write any more papers, don't want to study for few days and seriously do not want to do any school work but its midterms time so I got no other option but to write and study and do only school work, ugh!
I have an exam tomorrow for Research and I don't like research at this point though I did like it when I started classes. My professor mentioned that every week we will have something or other due, and she was so right. I am getting tired of living deadline after deadline. It is not making me think straight, in fact I am unable to understand many things and just doing because I need to catch up on my deadlines, and because I need to keep my grades up. Truthfully my grades can affected due to not understanding of the subject but since I didn't design the program, I can't compliant.
I know there must be many students who are able to catch up on everything and every deadline with good grades and with great understanding, but most of those students have background in social work studies, I lack that. This makes me sad :-(.
I have a Practice paper due within couples of days and I just got the chance to start it while I was at my Internship. I am loving Practice class this semester, maybe because I have a good professor and possibly because I am able to connect with the professor too. I still have a shortage of time to write the effective paper. Oh and about Internship, its AGAIN not going anywhere...I am so sad and I am so irritated and frustrated and angry and everything at the same time. I don't know how to respond to this issue. I spoke with my field liaison and he assured me to do something about it, he did a little but I am still at standstill :-(
I am glad I am done with midterm for Human Behavior and will have to deal with the presentation and finals in couple weeks so I can avoid that subject until spring break is over...ah, how relieve!
There is always so much to do and not enough time, but I have kind of taken these couple days to rest my head and I know I stressed while resting but its better than stressing while working. I feel I am a little anxious for tomorrow's exam, and a little stressed for next week's research work but I am sure I will do Practice paper with full energy, and will do extraordinary as usual because I am somewhere awesome :-).
Trojan
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
The Sleep Cycle
Friday - woke up at 7.30 to go to school for my 9am seminar followed by classes, which ended at 4pm. Got home at around 5pm, slept for three hours and started writing my paper for HB until Saturday morning 7am. Woke up at 9.30am and rushed to my Hindi teaching class in Culver city. Came back at around 3pm, went to sleep. Woke up after 3 hours because I was unable to sleep due to stress and day time sounds. Ate stomach full, drank a three shot espresso latte and started writing my paper again. Sunday at around 5am, I gave up and my computer started sounding weird. I was more than half done but still not satisfied. Woke up at around 9am, showered, ate while writing and at around 3pm my eyes start feeling tired but I was done with the paper. I had only three hours before I turn in my paper. I wanted to proof read and cut three pages down out of 16 pages. Took a quick break, ate, washed my face and started reading my paper from the very first sentence. Finally by 5.30 I was there where I was supposed to be, not probably where I should be :-( but I cant expect miracles from me in three nights of paper, that would be simply ridiculous. 5.45pm, I emailed the paper to my professor and before the clock hit 6pm I got the confirmation....
Slept through the night until 3pm on Monday and finally I am feeling I am a little fresh. Still I wish I can get over 2 days of sleep without any disturbance, but that would be a dream since the next paper is due in less than a week and there is a midterm exam for my research class...
Joys of Grad school, and fun of midterms!
Trojan
Slept through the night until 3pm on Monday and finally I am feeling I am a little fresh. Still I wish I can get over 2 days of sleep without any disturbance, but that would be a dream since the next paper is due in less than a week and there is a midterm exam for my research class...
Joys of Grad school, and fun of midterms!
Trojan
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