3D ME....

I do a lot of work on a regular basis, which I am required to do as a student or as a substance abuse counselor or as a therapist. Then there is a lot that I do on the side, which I am not required to do but I like to do such as volunteering at different agencies I belong to or designing something or the other or help a friend with his/her photo-shoots or teaching Hindi or participate in an inter-faith council or so much of unrelated crap which I enjoy as much as I enjoy my required work.

Often my friends ask me why I do so much when there is always lack of time, and when I am always running late to events and all when I get exhausted doing so much. I didn’t know at one point why do I do what I always did, but recently, I discovered that doing something or the other, which I am not required to do gives me that extra edge which we often see in 3D characters, and that edge is what makes me a real human. To see me as a real human, one probably needs 3D glasses otherwise it will be just a fuzzy Trojan to many!

Trojan!

P.S. - Not to mention when one love multi-tasking, they need to get their sh*t together by managing time, and I am TRYING my best to learn how to do time management... Cant stop being a truthful either :-).

Loss or Lost

Its 1:11 am on Wednesday, and I have a paper due on Thursday at 4:00 pm. I have written only two lines in it which I took off from last paper as it is supposed to be the same population I need to work with. I can concentrate but I am unable to find the rationale behind it. I am not procrastinating but I am kind of lost and confuse on what to write. For the first part I did write an outline but I am still unable to understand the assignment this well that I write it. Either I am losing it or someone making me lose, but at the end its my loss, and I am not sure how to fix this. I am thinking of taking a small walk, come back and go to sleep but then that wouldn't solve any issues as deadline stands still and so is my paper, sigh!

On a completely another note, I went to see my professor today and told him to pull me out of my internship. We discussed issues related to it and tried different solutions but there was no response to it. At the end he told me to not to go to the internship until further notice, and I am not going to go. I am happy that at least I wont be wasting my time, but then I am sad that I wont get the chance to learn anything...well!

Still lost, still on the loss. Hoping the situation changes when I wake up. I am gonna read my book "Half The Sky"

Trojan

An A+ and a B+

I will take it but wish I had both A+. In Human behavior I got an A+ worth staying up night after night and sleeping two to three hours a day. On the other hand I got a B+ in my Practice paper though I did expect an A. I am not pissed because I have yet not seen the graded paper. Overall I slept very little and worked hard and I am happy to get good enough grades, up until now. Will see how it goes until the end. Hoping my higher power is blessing me.

Adios,
Trojan!

Spring break - came and gone

And I am still hoping that I start my assignments which are due in few days, sigh! I enjoyed the relaxation of spring break but now I am back to grind lol. I am glad to be back to school life but there is something like unfinished business which I am waiting to finish but weirdly I am not sure what it is, strange feeling isn't it?

Anyways, I started a writing workshop which is not related to USC and really enjoyed it for couple of Sundays. It is five Sundays workshop so hoping I can create something out of it soon.

I am so bored! My internship sucks and I am not motivated to do anything the day I go there...I hate it at times but unless my professor will take me out, I will have to continue to go there, ah!

Trojan!