Friday, February 25, 2011

Deadline-to-Deadline

And I don't like it :( but I am still enjoying learning new things and creating awesome papers. I am sure I will get good grades too. These deadlines are killing me...seriously!

I havent slept well in days and mind is running on either empty energy or on coffee. I am not even a coffee person lol. Anyways, I am off here and back to my paper writing :).

Adios,
Trojan!

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Another down!

Okay this is a late entry. I finished one of my many assignments on Tuesday Feb 22, 2011 at 6 am, and the class started at 1Pm. Nope, I didn't skip the class, I slept for few hours, woke up, showered and there...I finished another paper on time or right on time.

It was my first group paper and our group spent on and off around month and half. I wasn't 100% happy with the group paper so after we all edited and finished it in the night at around 1.30 - 2am, I went on my own and re-edited the way I liked to edit and phrase it. And boom, there it was: finished at 6am, with no regrets what-so-ever =).

Yesterday, Wednesday Feb 23, 2011, I finished a homework assignment and I am fully assured that I did most of it wrong, unless some coincidental rights hit my paper lol...I didn't attend my class last Thursday so I hardly knew what I was doing...and research is not my subject, not yet! Anyways, I finished and boom...started another one this morning: Human Behavior Midterm.

As much as I want to hate these deadlines, I know I am not hating these. I like this weird pressure of doing the best in little time frame. It probably produces some chemical in my mind which makes me happy or go-getter kind of person (learning too much about mental health, eh?).

Today, I was somewhere thinking that maybe I am setting myself up for another failure but then when I looked at my grades from last semester and my hard work up until now for this semester, I disagree with this thought or this statement. I am setting myself up for success and nothing else. I will work so damn hard that I get good grades, that I am a successful social worker, that I am in a good relationship, that I am in healthy spirits, that I am a close to perfect successful female who knows that the half sky is mine. Amen!

To success, to happiness :-)
Cheers!

Trojan