Happy Heathy Trojan

I went to see a gynecologist today. I noticed doctor's name on the website, checked the timing and made an appointment, just to find out that my gynecologist was a male. I have never been to a male gynecologist for my private tests and related issues, but I told myself to give it a try. I did, it wasnt bad. The bad part was that despite the USC insurance, I had to pay almost $100.00 for checkups, and lab tests....aggrhhh. I hate paying too much when I dont have money but I want to stay healthy so I am trying to be proactive about it, I want to be preventive...I hope these doctors can help me without money lol.

Then, I went to see a counselor at the school. She asked me if eating less or more food is part of my concerns and if eating more or less is due to stress? I told her, "If that was the case, then I would have been depressed, sad, lonely, stressed all my life, and I should have been seeing a counselor three times a day...!!!" Gosh wish these therapists could learn that eating food five times a day and eating a lot of food and choosing variety of food on a daily basis is so Indian thing, and it is also so Asian thing...learn some cultural connections and lessons Ms. Counselor, HA! lol. She wasn't bad actually...but she want to refer me to someone else because she thinks I should 'see' someone on a regular basis and that process should be ongoing...sure whatever! Will see if I want to give that a try!

Trojan

Disclaimer

I wrote seven posts from the past and present in one day...I am bad ass lol

I am tired now but I know the final assignments are already here and my days to get tired on regular basis are also here...so preparing for that, and I just dont want to get sick, rest all is well.

Trojan

Long Lost Love

Yes, this is what I feel right now about my Trojan Journey and the documentation of Trojan journey, which is this blog!

I am surviving, I am alive and I am doing pretty okay...no complaints, thank god. As I previously mentioned I finished my midterms on time, but I end up getting into overwhelming mode which lasted for couple of weeks. Today, about three weeks after midterms are over, I am back to life though still a little lousy, stressed for finals and uncomfortable with some of the moments during these three weeks, which I posted...not on regular basis but I did write all in one day with its appropriate timings.

So this is what I am gonna do: I will go back to those dates, which I believe are document worthy, and will write blog in past date and will post...guess that is gonna be "late entry progress report"

Trojan

PS - UPDATE: I wrote as much as I remembered and have posted the entries on their original dates just to make it look real lol

Fighting on, Tooth and Nail!

I did something today. I know I am a bad ass, so I did what a bad ass should do well I HAD to do it. Let me write a little bit of history. My roommate is a dirty person, this I realized a week after I lived with him but it was already too late because the lease was signed and I was stuck with dirty roommate and no money issues...well then what to do? I did what maybe some others won't do. I cleaned when he did and I didn't clean when he didn't. I don't want to be his mother, girlfriend or sister who clean after him so I behaved like his roommate not as a family member. And this all lead me to acceptance of living at the dirty place.

I was able to live with this dirtiness but I cant live with the person who doesn't like to flush after him. Yeah, and that person is my roommate. So in order to live peacefully, I told him few times that he needs to flush after him but he stated he doesn't like to waste water, and when I explained it is not hygienic, he argued. I had to tell him over and over again that I feel uncomfortable with this but he continued to "forget" to flush. So today when three days in a row I woke up to the filthy toilet, I wrote a big, full paper size note "please flush after you are done, thank you =)" and posted up in the bathroom and left for the day....

I had weird feeling all day that how is he gonna take it, but at the same time I knew I wasn't wrong so I was comfortable with what I did. In the evening I came back home and saw a sticky note on my door "wash your dishes :-)" I just smiled and moved on. He had obviously taken it uncomfortably and had reacted on it stupidly but in a manner. He had taken the note and threw it in trash and I did the same with his sticky note. I didnt wash my dishes because I didn't want to follow his 'order' and also because washing dishes and flushing after yourself has a lot of difference...its NOT the same. I will wash my dishes the next day...lol.

But the best part is he is not "forgetting' to flush after him now...fight on haa haa :-)))

Trojan