This is the sixth week of school @ USC. As part of our MSW program at school of social work, we all students are supposed to get custom made internship on based of what we have done and what we want to do. I sent my internship papers two weeks after I got acceptance letter (I was way to excited and wanted to do things in a fast and perfect manner)and I have been waiting for my internship up until today.
Wait, let me correct, I was waiting up until today.
Today I woke up to an email stating my internship is finalized. I felt so relieved and excited that I forgot to read the whole email in my excitement for few minutes. When I read the email, I noticed that my internship was at the same place where I worked for two years...seriously where I worked for two long years. I worked as a child care worker, which was not a fun job actually. As an intern I am supposed to be clinical case worker....aggrrhh!
Hello, I did the same job under different title at the same agency with the same people...I dunno others but I am not ready to be back to those people, their politics and their issues...Man! I don't want to work there and defiantly not going to work as my first MSW internship...someone save me please!!!
I want to gain new experience, want to work with new population and for sure want to try my skills on an another level. I am pissed, frustrated, annoyed and irritated (wait, all are same kind of adjectives
I am sure it does sound like as if all is about me, but yes it is all about me. I didn't come to USC to do my MSW JUST to go back to the same agency where I know inside out...aggrrhhh...
Frustrated moi has sent an email to head of field instructor and my professor who is supposed to watch over my internship/field work. I am hoping I get a chance to change my internship to some other agency with a new kind of population...Help me lord!
Trojan
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