Subjective updates with objective mode!

To start with I am happy that my Social Welfare paper got an A+, how exciting. I feel all the hard work is worth the pain :-).

I have been feeling I don't want to write any more papers, don't want to study for few days and seriously do not want to do any school work but its midterms time so I got no other option but to write and study and do only school work, ugh!

I have an exam tomorrow for Research and I don't like research at this point though I did like it when I started classes. My professor mentioned that every week we will have something or other due, and she was so right. I am getting tired of living deadline after deadline. It is not making me think straight, in fact I am unable to understand many things and just doing because I need to catch up on my deadlines, and because I need to keep my grades up. Truthfully my grades can affected due to not understanding of the subject but since I didn't design the program, I can't compliant.

I know there must be many students who are able to catch up on everything and every deadline with good grades and with great understanding, but most of those students have background in social work studies, I lack that. This makes me sad :-(.

I have a Practice paper due within couples of days and I just got the chance to start it while I was at my Internship. I am loving Practice class this semester, maybe because I have a good professor and possibly because I am able to connect with the professor too. I still have a shortage of time to write the effective paper. Oh and about Internship, its AGAIN not going anywhere...I am so sad and I am so irritated and frustrated and angry and everything at the same time. I don't know how to respond to this issue. I spoke with my field liaison and he assured me to do something about it, he did a little but I am still at standstill :-(

I am glad I am done with midterm for Human Behavior and will have to deal with the presentation and finals in couple weeks so I can avoid that subject until spring break is over...ah, how relieve!

There is always so much to do and not enough time, but I have kind of taken these couple days to rest my head and I know I stressed while resting but its better than stressing while working. I feel I am a little anxious for tomorrow's exam, and a little stressed for next week's research work but I am sure I will do Practice paper with full energy, and will do extraordinary as usual because I am somewhere awesome :-).

Trojan