Almost a month is gone by and I haven't written anything here. No specific reason, I wanted to write but just didn't take the first step. Actually I have been feeling weirdly depressed over the weeks so didn't write anything. I use to write a lot when I was sad but now I want to write when I am happy.
Okay so an overview: in last one moth I had spring break that went well resting and relaxing, and left a deep memory for me which will take a long time to get wiped off my heart. Emotional, romantic fool moi :-).
After spring break I got three midterm papers back, two individual and one group. Got a B+ in social welfare group paper and I got so mad that I reworked on the whole paper mostly by myself and resubmitted, now hoping that I get an A+ in that paper. Well, I am sure I will get an A+ for sure. Got an A+ in Human Behavior midterm paper and B+ in practice. I am sad that my professor didnt even explain why I got a B+ instead of an A+ and he wont explain even if I ask...oh well. Now the final is a group paper for practice and i am worried if I will get an A+ or a B+. I am not sure how I am doing in my grades even though I know my all grades...well simple hope that finals wipe off the old parts of midterms. I am feeling bad to go off y record of good grades but not sure how that happen. Maybe I was really depressed.
What else happened? Oh yeah I went to Sacramento for Lobby Days and met with legislators as a team leader. There were six people in my team. I am sure that we did a great job presenting the AB 12, AB 130/131, and AB 671. I joined National Association of Social Workers and guess I will stay member of this until I die lol...not sure though ha ha ha. About the Assembly Bills, check it out: http://www.naswca.org/displaycommon.cfm?an=1&subarticlenbr=114
Another update: hmm what to write, I turned 36 couples of weeks ago. Time seems its not passing by and life seems empty, well signs of depression so I started seeing a therapist and sadly haven't connected with her yet. She seems to be only touching the surface of my emotions and my life...but then I haven't seen her more than twice so cant come to any conclusion, nope not yet!!!
Over the last few weeks I have got determined to move out of my current place to a one bedroom somewhere close to school.
Oh a new update which makes me happy. I got chosen secretary for International Social Work Caucus and an outreach coordinator for Rainbow caucus - very existed and happy moi :-).
Rest I don't remember, will add to a new post when I will remember. Life is good, I am slow but I will catch up.
Trojan!
P.S. His Holiness Dalai Lama is coming to the USC as I previously mentioned and I am excited and eager to meet with him!
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